I'm going to Ireland in 21 days with my choir! Oh my goodness I can't wait. Like I really can't! :) I'm going to lose 10 pounds by then. That's the goal. So I'll be down to.. 148 pounds? Yayy. So I've been driving like a lot lately with my dad and I think I may actually be good enough to get my license on my birthday! (April 19)!! But unfortunately, the DMV in my little bum town only offers the driving test on thursdays... Just my luck that my 16th birthday would be a friday. I'm so excited though :). I'm going to be in Ireland for 9 days which I guess isn't that long, but with my whole choir... It'll probably feel like ages. I'm actually a little scared cause I don't have any friends in choir. I mean, I do, but none of them I really talk to. And the majority of them have THEIR best friends in it so they don't need to talk to me :( the only girl I could potentially spend the trip with is the one I hate. Stupid bitch kissed my boyfriend last year. Ugh she needs to just like, fall off a cliff and die. Whaaat no I would never say that. Jk. I just did. I really do not feel like sleeping. But my dad is in bed so I feel like I should. But honestly dad stfu it's only 21:30 like go home.

I was asleep and my mom decided I needed to wake to to come downstairs and spend time with her. If she wanted me to spend time with her, maybe she shouldn't dump me at my dads house every chance she gets. Just maybe.

So in all, today was a really good day. Probably because I watched the Breakfast Club. I've never seen that before! Best. Movie. Ever. I think I'm probably gonna watch it like every weekend now. Like usually I don't wanna watch old movies so I think I'm gonna try to be more open to them now. Any suggestions? :) good night

So I feel like I'm really bad at blogging. I'll do fine for a couple days but lose all motivation a couple days later and just want to give up. But whatevs, I can do what I want

Photography Blogs

So I'm in this photography class and now that it's second semester, we're posting our pictures on blogs so maybe I'll link my photo blog and all my nonexistent followers can check my photo skillssss. Hahaha yeah right

V-Day

So my valentines day was okay. I was gonna hang out with this guy I like a lot but my friend was sad because her boyfriend lives 300 miles away and I guess chicks before dicks. We went downtown and had dinner (she got a slice of pizza and a breadstick, I had some iced tea and a couple bites of her food) then we went back to her house and watched Hotel Transylvania, which bee tee dubs, is adorable. We watched it in theaters with it came out but whatever, it was still adorable. I'm pretty sure if I went to the guys house, we would probably have done it. Which would have been my first time. Ummm, sorry but I don't want to be THAT cliche. And it also would have been our first "date"... I don't want to give it up that easy so I'm glad I didn't go with him.

Beach

So I'm sitting in a restaurant with my mom and we just ordered dinner and I'm gonna go home and purge it and I honestly can't wait. I haven't eaten today and I haven't been eating bad at all lately and I miss purging. Like not miss it but I feel weird not having done it in a while.